Six and a half weeks have passed and it's still tough not having our Aidan around. Those little things that he used to do that would bug us are now the things that we miss. We are saddened by Aidan's passing, but also have to look and see the happiness that he brought us while he was with us. Now we just have the pictures, videos and memories of Aidan. We love you very much Aidan and miss you more than you could imagine!
Dear Aidan,
It's been one month since you left us. Not a day has gone by when I haven't cried thinking about you and missing you. I miss you soooo very much -- your voice, your hugs, your crazy amount of energy. But at least I know that you are safe now, and you will never be hurt again. Sometimes I think about the tough times I had with disciplining you, but they don't matter anymore because overall, I think that you were PERFECT. You made our family life so beautiful and you made the world a better place ... I heard Celine Dion's "Because You Loved Me" yesterday, and I think it's a perfect song about you. You were my joy, my dream, my strength, my light, and so much more. You got me through so many rough times and helped me accomplish so much in life, and although you never said it, I know that you believed in me, and I truly was blessed because I was loved by you. I love you so much Aidan, and although I am still so very sad, I know you are going to help me, Daddy, and Logan heal. We will learn to move on without your physical presence, but you will ALWAYS be in our hearts. "Because You Loved Me" performed by Celine Dion For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through, through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cause you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand, I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love, I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cause you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cause you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me I'm everything I am Because you loved me |
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